mimpi 5 mei

hari ni adalah hari terakhir sekolah agama rakyat. so, hari ni ustazah nak bagi awards la kat students who deserved. actually i dont really know who was that ustazah but she seems familiar. all right.... for the boys... umm best male student ( maybe ) ahaks... i bet that he will be ajil the fullbuster. but he was not there. really... then somehow he came late with his baju melayu and sampin in cream colour. then ustazah announced that he got that awards... i saw that everyone cheering for him... then, i dont know why there was a boy next to me asking me to help him doing homework. that time... ajil and his gang saying muayyad for a million time. they kept teased me... muayyad there... muayyad here... everywhere muayyad... then i saw hairie... try to find me. they keep saying this crap until i have been called by ustazah. she said that i am going to get that awards for female... ahaks.. but before that she said that did i deserved to get.. so she wanted to tested me. she said that the one that deserved it is the one that not wear tight clothes. i smiled coz i have never wore that type of clothes. then, after that ajil again shouting muayyad... and lastly, ustazah announced me as the best female student.  again...??? why did muayyad keep disturbing my life. i tried to forget him but he keeps enter my life... am i too miss him so much... think about him everytime.... sometimes.. i called your name without any intention.. just spontaneous.. unconcious... wasnt my action under controll... i didnt think to called his name but it happened... always when i went outside,,, i always saw you...??? what was that mean??? seriously... i have tried ... ok..

mimpi 7 mei

that night... i went outside with my family and ijah's... once we have arrived there,,, mak uteh and mak uda' s family also there... before we supposed to find the restaurant... ijah and i went somewhere... i dont really remembered it... but what i know it had something to do with muayyad. then, we found the best restaurant... as i walked to that place... i saw someone that really makes me feel like oh-my-god-who-is-he... then i realised that he was muayyad. suddenly, khairie hakimi stood up and shouted " hey, muayyad... is that wan fatini? am i right?" then i just dont know how to react actually so i just straight to my place with blushing, red face.... i tried to peek him and i saw he looked at me with millions question in his head....ahaks... then, i just ordered my meals and i realised that there was a shop that sells items from japan which is anime collection... so i asked my niece to company me there... there i interested in naruto' s bracelets... i chose blue one... then i wanted to buy more but i met a man that makes me feel me fishy and curious like who-the-hell-is-he looking.... its seems familiar but i dont know him... ahaks and again for a thousand or even for a million times... muayyad and that strangers men still existing in my dream.... even that strangers men were anonimous... but i dont really understand.... why did this keep happening to me.... and why now?????

tak sangka aku haha

pada tarikh 6 mei... malam tu aku, firdaus, kak su, icha ( of course ) ngan bepi pergi la billion... ahaks actually nk gi sana sbb nak amik balik fon asus aku yg mengalami charger problem... but that man said my model phone wasnt suited the component that he bought last few days. then, nak tak nak kena amik balik laaa... 

after that, kak su suruh aku gi pusing roda tu.... actually roda2 ni one of the events laaa kat billion samudera... which means if you buy the things....and total is rm60... you can spin the wheel once... if rm 120... spin it twice... got it.... and guess what i just can get rm5 voucher... better la skit than nothing... right...??? ahaks

lepas tu.... aku ingat nak try cari bawal plain bidang 60 kat area situ... who knows kan???? then on the way nak gi sana... aku jumpa sorang mamat ni... hmmm looks familiar... aku pun tengok la dia... dia tengok aku... then, baru lah pops up profile dia.... hahahaha bob charlie tuuu... leader of dikir barat ( petang akrab ) ahaks.... aku pun terus pandang lain hahahaha.... aku baru tahu dia budak manjung.... ya allah kecilnya dunia ni.... hahahaha lawak tol...

Masa untuk M16

tiba la masa untuk kami sambung elemen fizikal iaitu menembak M16... so,,,, sebelum itu cikgu yg bertugas di bawah modul ini ialah cikgu jaafar... hari jumaat lepas... dia punya la excited gitu nak ceritakan pengalamannya mengendalikan acara menembak ini... ahahahaha kalau uollss nak tau la kan... kitorang macam percaya je cerita seram die... ahaks,,

one of his experiences laa... ada kawan dia badan berkecai sbb ditembak secara x sengaja oleh rakannya jugak... otak berteraburan laaa... banyak lagi la cerita ala ala seram gituuu...

dia punya la tekankan supaya jaga tingkah laku kat sana... jangan lalu kat orang yg tgh menembak... aku pandang kawan aku... aiksss??? ada ke yang bengap sangat nak lalu depan orang yg tengah menembak...??? ahaks...

so,,, lepas tiga hari uruskan kumpulan masing2... then,, sampai la pada hari isnin... di mana kami akan bertolak ke padang sasar battelion apatah ahahaha biasa la... benda2 cenggini bukan aku minat sangat ahaks... aku sama kumpulan ngan abang sador ahaks... cutey bebeh... ahaks.. hehehhe then, apabila sampai... kitorang kena jalan kaki untuk ke padang sasar... then, sampai je.. ajil kena pergi menghadap komander diorang untuk bagitau bape yg dh sampai... then, cikgu ummm.. cikgu tiger panggil yang baru sampai tu untuk berkumpul di sebelah khemah medic... dan sekali lagi dia bagi ceramah... dah la aku duk depan sekali... hampeh yad pun duk depan tu... ahaks...

so, lepas tu aku amik earplug... saje aku amik lebih ahahaha untuk souvenier ahaahahaa... then,, aku punya tunggu turn aku... hampeh lambat giler... then.. diorang ajak aku gi duduk bawah khemah yg letak beg.. aku pun pergi laaa... aku nampak yad tengah baring kat tengah2... ahaks... hampeh

then cikgu pun cakap la... masa untuk minum pagi... aku pergi amik air ngan roti... then... otw nak gi balik kat khemah... aku ada dengar orang panggil nama aku... aku wat derk je la sbb suara lelaki... rupa-rupanya ajil...

aku pun pandang la belakang.... ajil ngan emir... both of them looked at me with millions of question... aku x tahu la coz berkerut dahi budak dua ekor tu.... aku kata la kenapa....

ajil : ko... ok ke wan????
aku : ok je... pahal...
ajil: xde la... ko x gi makan ke... ??
aku : aku dh amik la... ni haa roti.. ( aku pun pandang la dia ni dengan pelik ) < pahal mamat ni.... sawan ke... dh lama x tegur aku... tetiba tegur >
ajil : dah ready ke wan??
aku : huh?! emmm boleh laaa...

then,, aku blah terus gi kat aisyah ngan fatin... time tu kitorang cuak la sbb cm jauh je tempat target dia... then, aisyah ckp.. " weyh.. aku takot la... aku sure aku kosong mata..." aku ngan fatin plak gelak laaa tanda sokong... aku pun cuak coz first time derr... tapi still nak yg the best kan???

so, bila turn aku udah sampai... ada geng dorm6 yang x henti2 bagi sokongan kat aku... aku rasa time tu aku dh kaku kot... xde dah senyuman yg dulu sering cover identiti aku... semua hilang... dada ni memang xpayah cakap laaa... macam stunami mengganas bak kata osbon... ahahahaha sebelah aku ayda... so, first 20 trial bullets tu... aku mmg main hentam hahaha then next 30 tu la baru aku aim betol even aku ni rabun.... lupa nak betolkan spek aku... main tembak je.... aku dh cuak dah....

habis laaa sure aku telor ayam bak kata ah hock... hahaha aku ngan ayda pun... straight duduk kat aisyh and the gang.... so, lepas duk gelisah tunggu result points tu... nak makan nasi lunch tu pun xde selera... ahaih... do, tiba lah masa untuk check mata... zu 0, shahirah 0, fatin 2, aisyah 16, ayda 29, mira 24, aku 29, hairie 16, ajil 57, hilairy 67, benjo 54, muayyad 18 ntah sape lagi... tu je kot.. aku pun gelak la sakan... ahhahaaga at least newbie like me can target 29 points... aku kutuk la si hairie,, mira... and yad... hahahahhahhaha u deserved it man...

dok tengah best gelak cam orang giler tu... aku perasan yad usha xpuas hati... a girl like me laughing such a man did... gross hahahaha

lepas habis tu... aku jalan2 ngan team aku.... you know aku ni jenis yg anti-sport... so, aku ngan nanie la ketinggalan.... yang lain semua dah ada kat depan... tetiba aku nampak yad ngan emir... kalau x silap aku... dia dah jauh kat depan tadi... tetiba duk belakang skali... aku pandang belakang...  yang ada cuma geng delta... geng charlie yang tinggal aku ngan nanie je... aku pandang dia... dia ngan emir tengok aku.... pastu gelak....

hampeh ko yad... dah laaa dapat 18 je.... nyampah aku !!!!!!!! tapi aku still suka ko....

hahahahaha complicated....

30 april 2015 mimpi hugah!!!

aku duk dalam kelas... aku pun bosan lalu termenung... im not sure aku tgh fikir pasal apa... tetiba dtg sekumpulan cikgu lelaki duduk di sebelah aku... one of them perasan yg aku tgh mengelamun... so, dia tetiba je petik jari depan aku... terus aku sedar dari mengelamun tu... aku tgk die sekilas pastu pandang tempat lain.... then... dia tanya ingat kat sape tu... aku wat derk jerr ahahaha..

kemudian aku terkejut bila dia tetiba sebut nama muayyad... aku pandang dia sekilas sebelum senyum ( blushing2 gitu ) ahahahaha then... dia kata... haaa sape muayyad tu... pakwe ke... aku pun gelak je... then aku bangun nak pergi somewhere... tetiba dia pun bangun... ikut aku... aku pun lari laaa.... pergi kat area kantin.... there,,, i met someone...
imran ada kat sana dengan ramai kawan classmates aku... aku pergi kat dia... ingat bleh lari dari cikgu tu... tapi dia still nampak aku... then, imran tengok aku... then aku sorok kat bawah meja yang diorang sedang duduk... and asked them to cover me...

but that teacher still there waiting for me... then i stood up and ran again... suddenly,, aku terjumpa plak si fazlihi... hahahaa
fazlihi, dia one of the popular boys in that school. it seems like i fell in love with him... but you know that it wont happened. then, that teacher came again and told me not to do so...
i just been puzzled... why did these man doing in my dream... who was that teacher... why did he looked like he likes me but cant make it because i love yad... but why then imran and fazlihi also there????