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 I dont know why... I was sleeping in my bedroom... Then someone called me... I opened my eyes and i saw dr remy... Sitting infront of laptop and in my bedroom... Asking whose baby is that... I was puzzled. Baby?! Then he grabbed his phone and showed me photo of baby with a caption... My baby (kot)

then he kinda shocked flabbergasted. asking me again, " your baby?" he frowned.

and i dont answer it, i just went to sleep. 

the problem is,,, the heck is he doin in my bedroom.

then theres something happened i cant remember.

new post new dream

 i had this dream yes again. suddenly i was in ppukm... and i met irfan n the geng.. i was there. BUT, i hid myself. i hid from whoever person tht i knew. i closed my face.

then, one day, irfan suddenly knew that was me. kept on asking why on earth do i need to hid myself. why?

i kept on saying how embarassing i am after failed med. and how i cant let out the guilty and this unsettled feeling..

but he said. why? you cant do that. bla bla bla keeps on convinced me how i am not failure. 

then he somehow repeating to help me, and want to be close to me... asking on how much he missed me...

then these 3 person, irfan, fazlihi, faqrul.... like having contest on to take my heart gitu...

faqrul bought me something... fazlihi did something... i cant remember.. and irfan was doing nothing but i waited for him

faqrul be like, choose me... but i cant choose.

then i woke up