just this

again wan???

Do you still remember the moments that i dreamt about you.... i found you with your friends at stall. Me and my family, were there too.... 

The moments that i still remember your reaction... that day,,, after visited kmk... we thought that wanted to buy sate or roti canai... and when we arrived at this road... my heart beaten loudly.... i tried to remember whats going on... then i realized that that was the place that i met you in my dream...

Even... in this kmk.... i always saw you everywhere.... almost each guy here... i thought he was you....

Am i missed you so much???? Or just hope that you were here with me... the fate seems like didnt allowed us to be together....

But i dont care... as long as u and me are still available .... i will keep in faith in Allah.... i try to pray often...

You are the best man that i ever seen even though you have a lot of bad habits.... hahahaha perhaps..

Sent from my ASUS

after upsr exam.... why wan!!!!

it happened when after upsr exam and i feel very relax and i skipped sch0ol f0r many time. That time, sir azhar was teaching the other students the orchestra f0r the farewell party. I didnt participated c0z i have no interest and i was not ch0sen on the day that i absence. So, its n0t only me who didnt participated. There were syasya, wan hidayat and others. Actually, i cant remember well. So, that time wan was c0llecting the other c0ntact number each member. At when it goes to me.. Wan called me.. Actually he called me so many times. I WANT TO GIVE HIM MY NUMBER!!! but i d0nt kn0w why i just ign0red him.. Why wan!!!! why!!! if u give him the number maybe ill be m0re close to him. Just wandering.. Why w0uld u d0 that... Wan fatini!!!!!!

just otomen...

at first, i d0nt kn0w his name and until t0day i still call him as ultraman.. (otomen).. Its all happened in physics lectures. First i saw him.. It reminds me of alif. Just c0mpletely same. Haha but i d0nt kn0w wether im right or wr0ng c0z.. It seems like he looked or glare at me often. Haha n0t again wan... Just h0w many time u felt this feeling. Actually wierd feeling. Just h0ping so. Thinking ab0ut him. Theres an0ther pers0n that also i feel the same way. At first, i just l0oked at him c0z i th0ught he was isyraf daniel. Ustaz mazlan's s0n. But it is n0t. So, i d0nt kn0w why often he lo0ked at me.. I just misunderst0od ok... D0nt think 0ther ways...

why I prefer japan

the reason why i really want to go to japan just because of my dream.. It was my dream when i was a kid. I just want to relax my mind there. Well you kn0w, in japan.. There's a lot of place that will soothing our heart. Im n0t talking about the city. What i meant is the place such as island. Place that real japanese or s0mething like village. The place where full with sakura tree. The place where there's a small, beautiful house on the top of hill and surrounded by crystal clear pond. That are my dream house with concept of japanese culture. Talk about japanese culture.. I remember about making tea. I kn0w that their tea was bitter. It just mashed up the green tea leaves and just adding s0me h0t water. Thats why it bitter. No sugar at all. But kelantanese... We like sweet food. I bet if u go to nightmarket in kelantan. U will find more than 100 kuih, f0od or desserts. Believes me.... Hahaha

but why.....

Haha one fine day, i just scrolled the ig. And i f0und yad's picture. My heart just br0ke up. It hurt u kn0w

I d0nt kn0w why suddenly i felt like i didnt suits him well even small. He was just perfect. But i? but i love the mem0ries in plkn. Ill never forget it.

what's wrong man...obviously....

today 26 july. This day i met him twice. First, i d0nt wore the spectacles. Rushing to dkb1. Second, when i with ri xian, xin qi, addah, eima.. On the way to bt26. That time i was wearing new spectacles and i met him at stairs. He kept l0oking at me. I kn0w.. But i just l0oked d0wn.. Well theres n0 need to glaze at me like that.. Hahaha i just d0nt understand much... I kn0w he was u acc0rding to your beard.. Haha

another sweet dream

Aku xsure aku kat mana. But i was there with my m0m. Then, there were 2 men playing around our places. Then, suddenly a group of girls came and claimed that they are here to meet that man. So, i just allowed them to do so coz it wasnt my business. The other day, that man umm actually i dont know well what is goin on. He sang a romantic, lovely song to that girls.. But his eyes were looking at me... Trying to say something... Until for the 3rd song, i just cant hear it anym0re. I d0nt kn0w either im mad or jealousy. Then, i sto0d up and left them.