again, i run away

i dreamt about fahmy... he tried to chase me at ppukm kot... but what the hell that i ran away from him and his friends,,, lots of friends like help him on finding me. i ran... ran through all lifts ... lotsss of lifts. 

i ran away from tying knot with him. i didnt know but why?

 ive been avoiding him ,,, try to not to remember anything bout him.  its been like what? how many times do i ran away from men like this. 

in dream and IN REAL LIFE. 

i do fall in love with him. i do love him. but i keep on reminding how unsuitable we are. how bad i am beside him. 

and i left because i knew i lame i am. 

omg

 so, like i dreamt about iz. so like i was staying in some place looks like a bungalow, with a huge park. with all the taman2 bunga. and i dont know how in the world that that man is staying next to my house. like watdehek. and then... iz there staying with sidd how coincidence.... but i dont know why... it just like we were like in tied. engaged. but im running from him. i... just dont know. he looks depressed hahahahhahah

another annoying dream

 yup again, i dreamt about i was in ktdi but this time i was in ktdi1 where yup... they know me. they recognized me. i was afraid. embarrassed.

the first man. i couldnt remember. he recognized me. he called my name and others noticed me.

im scared. i ran,, as fast as i could. cuz i dont know what to react. it just. why did i placed in ktdi2. why in all places. i stucked here.'

the fact that im so scared when i went to hukm. i was paranoid. yeah