hey there

I know i know... it's  been too long since last posting. But today theres something i wanna share... so i just finished the bv clinic. And went cafe with pina but then ada orang panggil nama aku. Aku pandang la... pastu nmpak pijah and si nadhir ... si nadhir tu tanya aku.. nak g kafe ke.. aku jawab haah... pastu dia nk sembang lg ngan aku.. pijah dah kat depan ngn pina. Aku jalan lambat sbb lutut gue sakit. 

And then after makan.... mmg si nadhir tu sembang ngn aku... sikit2 last tu je dia sembang ngn pina. Aku plak aduhhhhh be like... weh hati rileks.. jangan kabut sangat jangan gelabah sangat. Rileks je... jangan fall in love woiiii

Lepas habis makan. Dia balik umah. Aku nk g klinik. Tiba2 pina cakap. Weh wan.. apsal aku rasa nadhir tu rapat gila ngan kau ekkk.... dia suka kau ke...

Aku terus cakap... no stopppp pina... jangan.. jangan ckp cmtu. Aku ni senang delulu... stoppp .. aku tak nak pikir.. ahahahhaahahha

Kau tau tak... aku dh banyak kali cuba taknak ikut perasaan hati ni... aku dh janji taknak jatuh cinta. Aku dah banyak kali... letak tepi wehh... perasaan ituuu....

ya allah... he did it again

Okay i did posted this one story about a picture of food. And caption of best pcc ever ❤️.. and patient tadi encem....

Well guess what?!!!!

Fahmy just post a story after mine... a picture of his colleagues and him of kos... and ..... the caption, best 8-5pm session ever.... OMAIGADDDDDDDS... watisthatttt

Okay it is not the first rodeo. Okay. I once posted 1 story about my assignment. A picture with my long essay on microsoft word on laptop. And guess what.. that night... he indeed posted the same!!!!!! Long essay thingy on laptoppppp

Ya Allahhhhh mcm mana nk stop this delulu gays.....

wehhhhhh how can i move on

[8:13 AM, 6/17/2022]

 Peh mimpi tadi

Aku mcm buat mind own business... Ada lelaki yg mcm stalk, suruh aku buat mcm2

Pastu dia ajak

Berkahwin

[2:47 AM, 6/12/2022]

I mean... I haven't dream about them lately... Almost a year

 But somehow,, they have returned and disturbing the peace. So yeah again. Im returning to ppukm, like hell yeah being a junior yet again. Being study medic once again. And i was talking to some lecturers and guess what? He came. FB came. He was like too happy to see me then. But i was too embarrassed. Then i couldnt remember what happen but when i was there, like doing all the exams, then this man(im not so sure, was it irfan or other boys). He gave me some notes tho. Whatever. Then i cant remember things after that

am i insane

 I mean... I haven't dream about them lately... Almost a year

But somehow,, they have returned and disturbing the peace. So yeah again. Im returning to ppukm, like hell yeah being a junior yet again. Being study medic once again. And i was talking to some lecturers and guess what? He came. FB came. He was like too happy to see me then. But i was too embarrassed. Then i couldnt remember what happen but when i was there, like doing all the exams, then this man(im not so sure, was it irfan or other boys). He gave me some notes tho. Whatever. Then i cant remember things after that

but am i gonna keeps on dreaming bout this like forever?

tibah

 I dont know why... I was sleeping in my bedroom... Then someone called me... I opened my eyes and i saw dr remy... Sitting infront of laptop and in my bedroom... Asking whose baby is that... I was puzzled. Baby?! Then he grabbed his phone and showed me photo of baby with a caption... My baby (kot)

then he kinda shocked flabbergasted. asking me again, " your baby?" he frowned.

and i dont answer it, i just went to sleep. 

the problem is,,, the heck is he doin in my bedroom.

then theres something happened i cant remember.

new post new dream

 i had this dream yes again. suddenly i was in ppukm... and i met irfan n the geng.. i was there. BUT, i hid myself. i hid from whoever person tht i knew. i closed my face.

then, one day, irfan suddenly knew that was me. kept on asking why on earth do i need to hid myself. why?

i kept on saying how embarassing i am after failed med. and how i cant let out the guilty and this unsettled feeling..

but he said. why? you cant do that. bla bla bla keeps on convinced me how i am not failure. 

then he somehow repeating to help me, and want to be close to me... asking on how much he missed me...

then these 3 person, irfan, fazlihi, faqrul.... like having contest on to take my heart gitu...

faqrul bought me something... fazlihi did something... i cant remember.. and irfan was doing nothing but i waited for him

faqrul be like, choose me... but i cant choose.

then i woke up

HECK

 Entah out of nowhere.... Aku n member aku dh habis exam. Nak balik. Rapi rime tu aku balik dulu.... Ira n faqihah blom. So nth cmner u was in sudden marriage. Into a family who didnt approved me. And i was like being love n hate relationship with my husband. So like i want to celebrate with my friends. And my husband did like rent some place for us.but he asked for something.something married couple would do.and let me stop here. And let your imagination do the job. Hahahahahha

i do remember the setting... like a resort or something... then he kinda tried to hide me because like my mil doesnt like me. typical drama

he kinda give a house at one resort and kinda do ummm something with me there HAHHAHAHAH DEFAK

hello

 Wow... Okay... I was in dream... Dreaming having a reunion with ex schoolmates. But then i do have slight conflicts with awin and another girl... Then this man... I dont know him. But he is quite popular... 

Then i ran from that restaurant. Because everyone looking at me like im the one whos bad. 

So i ran. And this one man followed. I hide. Suddenly he found but i was shocking bcos they were 2 of em. Like twin. One of them infront and one at back ... Like both standing too near to me... And im screaming internally... Yes i love it

taylor swift kau

 I have this unsettling feeling when i dream about someone. So as we start, i was in one group... Seems like being a facilitator group... Then these 2 men like ... Like me. Ahhaha here we go again

And then this one humble man be like. Like me, want to marry me. I do like him and other man as well. But... I just keep on silent till one time. I just grow feeling for the man that confessed.. and i said yes. He was happy and i woke up

Before that. I had to wash my body. Yesss i do remember. My group has 4 people, me, 2 men and another girl who are supposed to do something with taylor swift concert hahahahahha... I kinda looks like one of the staff.

After that concert,then these 2 men came and confessed. Haahahha what the heck