26 MARCH - WEIRD AND KINDA DARK REALLY?

so dreamt about i went to school. and somehow... im in a some kind of in hardship. i didnt know why but the settings were in school. i was there, once i entered the class. so, like narmi prepared my table. and then he disappeared. but the came the twins nad, they came asking, wether it is true or not. so like? then i remembered. i went school despite im having family's problem. and the fact that my mom actually feeling unwell. where she's still unconscious. 

but then, im looking for my chair. and suddenly F1 came and gave me his chair and he sit next to me. i said that, its okayi can take my own chair, but he insisted.

how lovely. ( the fact that im too scared to talk to him irl. but he seems too sweet and concern about me in dream. same goes to narmi. these past 2 years, i realized. how these 2 kept on popped up in my dream. i just want to thank for making me happy. ahahahhaha de hell)

but then, somehow, sir aiman and sir haziq were there, teaching. hahahahaha and throughout the teaching process, F1 keep asking, how i feel. asking bout problem. he just ask too many questions. how i appreciated that. lovely. seriously. thanks for making my dream lovely ahahhhahahahaha

my kind of ability HAAHAHAHAHHAHAHA de fak

since primary school, i oftenly dream. at first i always dreamt something dark. like how ustaz said that kind of dream means something bad happened. well, i knew it. and then, everything started there. a man that i didnt know who. but that man always popped up in my dream . different days. but same character. 

so like one thing i know for sure, whenever i dream. i can decide what happen and what to do. but sometime la... so like i googled, of kos....

it is called lucid dream.

so yeah my useless ability. but one thing for sure, i can remember every single thing happend. like it was very clear, the place, the setting, the character. excepts the man that i didnt know

and sometimes, my dream can be continued. like it just naturally continued from the last 2 years dream. like same person, same place, what the hell

another day another mimpi another post

 yeah im back with another mimpi... 

i was with my bestfriends... we were talking somewhere. but then, theres came a group of men. popular and handsome. which is i know i would never be with em...

yeah and as usual... i just pretending that i dont care...ignoring em... and suddenly i just went to canteen.. wanted to buy something to eat. then came the leader of the popular boy group just now... standing beside me..

i just ignore it and he said something but i cant exactly hear it..

he kept on asking to be friend with me.. i just feels like i cant.. im not suits him... and i just ran ran ran

i cnt really remember what he did.. but he did something really big i presume,, he did something to amaze me. he did many things .. but i dont know... i just cant accepting him...

i didnt know why but he is a really good man. but i was insecure and i cant think of any of the chances to be with him.. 

but long story short.. finally i accepted him... and then the story continues with my friend.. with the same problem... INSECURE