fi....

 i just realized that you are my first boyfriend ive ever had actually... but i dump you. im sorry.... its for our sake.... f idham

that doa tho

 so im in plkn. when i was crazy of Y. syira kinda said to me.... wan recite this Doa...

= "Ya Allah, jika dia buatku, dekatkanlah. jika dia bukan untukku. jauhkanlah." 

i recite that kinda  whole week. so, you know what. hes gone. ahahhahahahahaha

i just realised that now

omg

wan you should stop dreaming ahahahhahahaha

another dream (kinda hurts and cringe? af)

 so like it started like this. i was close to this man. a very popular man and handsome. i didnt knew him. and yet i was so close to him. so like im been attacked by girls who want that man. and yet i didnt care cuz i feel like it doesnt matter tho. obviously that man noticed. and suddenly that man asked me out. and i accepted. 

so everything went as usual until i didnt know why but suddenly that man decided to stop our relationship. and i was flustered and flabbergasted. 

yes i did move on. i forget everything bout him trying to move on. and i didnt have any enemies. since i didnt contacted that man ever. so,,, after all that break up. ive became a new person. i changed, i went to a famous girl. girls who hates me before became friends of mine. 

so after that i became beautiful. and i suddenly saw that man. i just ignored him and just left him. i didnt feel like i need to have any regret or somethings. ahahhahaha

so like i met this new man..... everything went perfectly but,.... i didnt know why the hell that man (ex) came to me... with that rage....

aahhhhhhh after all this,,, i kinda realised... im in bridgerton series

what defak

no worries i cant continue cuz i woke up